Insomniamania

Aaaah, this is driving me nuts!

The past 2 weeks my sleep patterns have been VERY messed up, more so than usual. I just can't seem to fall asleep at night - there is something stopping me from crossing the border. Deep down inside it's like I don't even want to fall asleep. Very frustrating.

This morning I got out of bed early(-ish) despite not having fallen asleep until the early hours of dawn, and I've been in a near zombie state all day. I've been thinking "At least I'll fall asleep tonight", but here I am at 20 minutes to five, again!

Tomorrow morning/lunch will be nice. I'll be taking a walk with my lovely Annika and the dogs in the freezing cold that is covering Europe at the moment. The dogs love snow, being a Tibetian breed, and I'm sure they'll have a lot of fun. But me, after another night with minimal sleep? Annika will have to drag me around the forest I fear. Thank god for good friends.