Anoter sleepless night. My mind is so full of thoughts that the very thought of sleep eludes me. 2 sleeping pills later and they might as well have been pieces of candy for all the good they did me - tired wise.
Today I called my general practician and set the stone in motion to actually get a diagnosis. There are many reasons why this makes sense, although most of them come from outside of myself.
I have no doubt at all, not a sliver. I, who am normally full of doubt, but in this I am simply "home". I have Aspergers Syndrome. In a sense, it defines me. Not all of me, but the part of me that was so wrong and weird. Now I don't see it as wrong any more, and only slightly weird. Instead of a thousand things being wrong weith me, theres just one thing that is slightly weird - that causes the rest. Mainly what it is, is different. Disability at times, no question about it, but in most cases it doesn't disable me, it's just a different outlook on life.
One where you don't look people in the eye much =)
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